Friday, September 21, 2012

Day 146, 2012 Abraham Hicks & the missing "peace" P.2

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Abraham Hicks and the missing piece 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to state that life is supposed to be fun, not just for Esther and her followers but for all people and when it isn't so then something has gone terribly wrong, yet I deny everyone to see the common sense in rectifying the situation of the world having gone wrong, because I realise that if I were to tell people to take self-responsiblity there would be no more need for my character - and in this I expose my fear of loss.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give as a solution for the world having gone terribly wrong, a reset of focus where one uses one's mind to focus not on what is here in reality, but what is the illusional space of the mind, and I call this the law of attraction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to state that the man who is asking the questions is too focus on the negative vibrations, and so I aim to convince the man to see that he is responsible for the perpetuation of negative energies by stating that: you cannot be a vibrational match to something without perpetuating it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to glorify feeling and depth of feeling by not realising that a positive feeling is always followed by a negative feeling, as this is the physics of energy, and that to only focus on the positive feeling is to suppress the negative feelings - whereby I do not realise that no feeling is necessary to exist, as no energy is necessary to exist, but because I do not know what the nature of energy is all about I am unable to tell the truth to my followers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use manipulation wherein I state to the man who is asking the question that I do not want to talk him out of his perspective, and at the same time, I use the word "but" to clearly state that I do not agree with him, and so I do want to talk him out of his perspective, yet I am doing it covertly and deceptively by using rhetoric.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pre-empt that others, who are sitting in the room listening to me, may start to see the integrity of man's position who is asking the questions, and so I state that no one in this room shares his perspective to make sure no one is tempted to entertain the truth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cut off the man, who is asking the questions, in mid-sentence because I fear what he says since he is not giving in and is not believing my words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that the physical reality we all share exists, and that only the belief in a reality of my imagination counts for me, and this is what I teach others, and thus I can state that I believe in a reality that is full of joy because I choose to discard our shared physical reality. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from humanity and from the world by stating that there are people with evil intent - whereby I indirectly state that I am a person with good intent, and in that deny the evil nature of all humans, and rise above all humans in superiority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to publicly state that it is better to be ignorant as long as you are feeling good and your life is going well, and even if your life is not going well and you are not feeling good, to be even more ignorant about the physical reality we live in is better than to care about the facts that the world is in a sorry state and must change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to admit that I have "lovingly" forced Jerry into submission because he had uncomfortable questions and he had a lot of money which certainly played a role in what he could have done - but since he challenged me with these questions I manipulated him by answering his questions, time and again, that this was not his work (until he was at a state where he asked to tell him what his work was). 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to tell the man who is asking the questions that he creates his world through his point of view, instead of telling him the truth which is that he is preprogrammed through feeling/emotions and thoughts and he creates his world through a number of programs that utilise memories of thoughts, feelings and emotions to produce energy charges.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret the word "contrast" in a number of ways, for example as "variety" - however I see it fit, to evade having to admit to others that they are accurately labelling the "contrast" as misery, which are the world's problems, and which could easily be changed through the creation of an Equal Money System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interrupt the session with the man who is asking the question because I am unable to convince him, or overpower him, otherwise.  

I will follow up with Self-committment statements.
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Thursday, September 20, 2012

Day 145, 2012 LoA: Abraham Hicks & the missing "peace" P.1

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Abraham Hicks and the missing piece
These self-forgiveness statements are written in response to watching the Abraham Hicks video.




 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to engage in power dynamics when I get a question from a member of my "leading edge" new age followers - in which I first will create a inferiority dynamic by treating the person who is asking the question like a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to appropriate childhood dynamics that every adult has lived through, which are abusive in nature because all children throughout the ages have been treated as inferior to adults - and I deploy these dynamics to manipulate the person who is asking the question into submission of my viewpoint.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create assumptions about where humans come from and what they don't remember about the choices they make in their journey to earth - and to present these assumptions as fact to my followers and ask each one to become a believer of my words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to state to the man who is asking the question that he makes an accurate assessment of the state of the world, but then counter him by proposing a solution for his misery which is to not take responsibility for the physical reality that he participates in - but to basically change his attitude to one of enjoyment when assessing the miserable state of earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend, in my assumptions about how people come into this world, that there was choice and free will, when in reality there is no choice in where and what parts of the world we are born into and that there is no free will in choosing the family and surrounding, and in that we are all exposed to the luck of the draw.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make an attempted to tell people that they create their reality without given each one a clear layout of how the energetic 'vibration' mechanism works in relation to competition (inferiority/superiority) and judgement (good/right/positive - bad/wrong/negative).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to corrupt the message of responsibility by stating that humans make choices in how they choose to experience 'living on earth' before coming to earth - which I call the "unwanted" things - when the real choice we have on earth is the physical reality we create - and not some virtual place before coming to earth - when our only choice is stop our participation in a system that creates an economic imbalance of energies and promotes corruption, deception, manipulation, destruction, abuse and war.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to contradict myself when I say that on one hand that humans make their choices in what they want to experience here on earth - and on the other hand I say that humans must learn to understand how experiences come to them - and thus I use this contradiction to create cognitive dissonance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make statements that say that "most people don't want simplistic answers to things that feel so big" - and in that I belittle the human as being unable to handle the world at large, the world in which each human participates in creating collectively - and by doing so I manipulate the mind to look to me as authority for their answers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest about simplistic answers because the most simplistic answer there is - is to create equality in the physical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ask humans to understand the association of thoughts and feelings, but never once state how thoughts and feelings abuse the physical body through sucking energy from the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the death experience as diversion manoeuvre because I know that everyone fears death - but what I do not say here is that the mind fears death and not the physical body, when I illustrate this point on how animals experience death more easily compared to humans - where I do not mention whether animals have the same kind of 'mind' as humans.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to talk about the death experience when there is no life experience because life on earth is fragmented and separated through the acceptance and allowance of the mind as life - where life has no intrinsic value - and thus real life does not exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to brush off the observation that the misery on planet earth is the real problem, as the man who is asking the question does - yet I manipulate this truth by explaining that he is too focused on the details and wanting him to believe that he has "no creative control" when in reality he has every creative control as he is the one participating in this system that creates the misery.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use words like you are "unique" and "we have never heard more articulate conversation" to manipulate the man who is asking the question through flattery, and for him to generate good feelings within himself about himself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to state to the man, who is asking the uncomfortable question, to stop having compassion and to not initiate change in himself, and thus the world - because he is the world - but instead I compare him to others who do not care about the state of misery in the world and ask him to look at those people as role models - which means that the world will never change if we don't change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the 'logic' of the concept of "contrast", and to waive the pain and misery that someone who is starving experiences - and in that I provide the man who is asking the question a way out for not having to take responsibility - whereby I am dishonest about the fact that it is up to him to give back what he has received by virtue of being born into the 'right', privileged part of the world and family, where he does not have to suffer to the same extend.

More self-forgiveness statements will follow tomorrow. 

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Day 144, 2012 Character: Flying the flag of motivation

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a society that believes that motivation is an indication of a person's behaviour who is highly creative and psychologically sound, without ever questioning what underlies motivated behaviour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a society that values motivation and makes this a prerequisite for success and the earning of money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the motivated character where I pursue without any hesitation, any doubt, and any remorse that which motivates me without actually understanding what it means to be motivated and without actually understanding that I have created this automated pattern.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I am motivated to do something I overcome obstacles, fears, and exhibit patience and dedication to the outmost extend but if I am not motivated non of this is apparent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I am motivated about one aspect of my life and not about another I create separation and inequality within myself and in the world around me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to have 'something' to motivate me, to give me purpose in life and from this perspective I have moved myself throughout my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have shown to myself that I can move myself with energy but have not shown to myself that I can exhibit the same dedication to move myself by just breathing without energetic charge.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that what drives motivation is the desire to create the picture I have of myself in the physical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that motivation is always driven by a motive and this motive is self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the motive of motivation is self-interest and that this is accomplished through competition and judgement against what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that memories motivate me to do one thing or another and in that I have not realised that I am limiting myself to exist in my past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that fear can motivate me in the desire to be secure and safe in this world which in turn motivates me to use any means necessary to accomplish this goal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as proud because I have a mission in life which motivates me in doing one thing or another instead of understanding that when I use the motivated character I mimic the snail biting its tail - blinding myself that I am actually 'doing' something that changes me instead of realising that what I am doing is more of the same old game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as parents who complain about their children if they do not show motivated behaviour instead of looking deeper into what I am accepting and allowing to exist as, as motivation, and taking responsibility for that - rather than blaming the child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I support myself as breathing physical entity here connected to all that is here I do not enter into the rollercoaster of motivation - no motivation, and I create stability for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I am acting as the motivated character I am making concessions along the way on points that I am walking, because I am allowing myself to make excuses for my behaviour as I justify these as part of my motivation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my motivated behaviour to speed up my movements and breath, and to contract muscles in my body - I allow motivation to abuse myself through tightening, containing and limiting myself physically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the "high" motivation provides is followed by a "low" with the effect of 'opposing' emotions/feelings to surface inside of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the motivated character, that I accept as me, is abusive and destructive to substance.

I realise that I learned to be motivated as a child where motivation was encouraged and rewarded.

I realise that I learned we as a society believe that motivation is a desirable human trait - and in that I realise that I no longer have chain myself to these ideas and step out of the motivated character.

I realise that that which is created by motivation isn't real but accumulated energy.

I commit myself to stop the motivated character and gently learn to move myself in consistency by applying myself through breathing and investigating the points that I am living as myself.

I commit myself to further investigate the picture I have of myself and use motivation as indicator to dig deeper into the my wants, needs and desire.

I commit myself to look outside of myself for answers and look deeper inside of myself to understand all that I exist as in self-interest.

I commit myself to let go of my fears through walking my process - and to stand one and equal to all that is here so that I can bring about a world of equality in every way.  
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Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Day 143, 2012 Pained in vain

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 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse my physical body through the accumulation of energetic charges which are causing me to be in pain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to explain pain as a physical problem and not as a mental acceptance and allowance of thought patterns because I cannot see the connection between body and mind due to my separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to render myself unable to participate in my daily activity because I allow myself to create pain in my body through worries and anxieties.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the content of my mind and how it relates to my physical existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my beliefs so that I will not be able to find out the cause why I am unwell.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on this point and just endure the pain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stubbornly insist that the pain must be related to external things like food and life style and thus I prevent myself from even starting to investigate to see where it takes me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still neglect my physical body even though I see the point and have done self-forgiveness on it but do not allow myself to walk the self-correction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the pain I create for myself creates an obstacle not only to my daily living but also in walking my process effectively.

I commit myself to stop procrastination and excuses on this point and investigate the pain that I am experiencing in writing.

I commit myself to further investigate any suppressed emotions and make this an ongoing process of writing and self-corrective application.

I commit myself to no longer ignore pain and realise that it is never too late to address accumulated energies through self-forgiveness and breathing.

I commit myself to stop disabling myself to that I can take responsibility for creating my life. 
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Day 142, 2012 Chained to the force

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 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist chained to the force which determines my every move in this life until I stop it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realised that I am responsible for the force which has been forced upon generations of humans through the acceptance and allowance of abuse and self-interest, it has deformed and indoctrinated all children in the world to become adults that fail to understand that life is enslaved.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have excused the existence of the force in every way possible because I do not want to realise that human nature is not a 'given' but is actually me accepting myself as limitation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept my position in the human chain that transmits the rules of the force because I am too afraid to uncover the truth about human nature as that would require me to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have chained my physical body to consciousness via energetic forces, where I do not allow myself to realise that consciousness is promoted and glorified to keep things the way the are and point to the physical as causing the limitations of our existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have never realised that babies exist as proof of the human's encapsulated potential and that this potential is destroyed by those who keep the chain going on the one hand and the young, growing human's acceptance of the rules on the other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a created a society that keeps the rules of the force in place through the use of morals and entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as robotic entity that is ruled by the force whereby I execute the rules onto myself and others, the same way they were applied to me as I was growing up as a child.

I commit myself to see and realise that all rules of the force are the ways of human nature, and in that they are only a limitation that i accept to exist as.

I commit myself to use the tools of breathing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to stop ruling myself through the force in the service of consciousness.

I commit myself to write myself out so that I see the rules of accepted patterns of behaviour and to stand one and equal to the rules. 


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Monday, September 17, 2012

Day 141, 2012 The preference character

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend that I do not have any preferences in where I live and what I do, when in reality, when push comes to shove and I am placed into the situation where I can live the words of 'no preference' I start to fret and worry and create anxiety within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a pattern exist within me where I do have preference about how I want to live my life, and where I am being dishonest when I say that I can go beyond my preferences, whereby I haven't understood yet, because I haven't done the self-forgiveness, what it means to let go of preferences and the encapsulated judgements of good and bad, right and wrong.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have 'fought' myself internally because I did not want to accept that my preferences control me and in that I have not used the tools of self-forgiveness because I sabotaged myself as I have bought into the attachment of my preferences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that having preferences is good for me and in that I believed my justifications why I need to hold on to my preferences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created confusion for myself by not being self-honest regarding my preferences, and allowing my mind to create future projections about how I would manage to live with a 'non-preference situation' and how I would make the best out of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to appear 'open for all possibilities' when in reality I have very specific ideas of what I want in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to change my reality and to insist on these changes - to create my life according to my preferences and not according to what is here in my world at this time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have believed that I used common sense in making decisions in my life but in this common sense have 'felt' bad because the result did not pan out to be a preference - and thus I endured the 'pain' - not realising that in such a scenario I cannot be of 'pure' common sense - and thus have manipulated myself into believing that if I 'oppose' my preferences then I am speaking common sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that my preferences are really desires/wants/needs that are attached to the picture I have of myself and that unless I can let go of the picture I can never truly change myself to be here and direct myself in the world as physical being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself in anger because I still believe the thoughts that seek to justify my preferences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must experience loss if I were to let go of my preferences and have therefore created anxiety and worry when being faced with situations where I must let go of my preferences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself because I exist in separation from what is here via the preferences I carry around as me.

I realise that I first must decipher what is a preference and what is common sense.

I realise that I must write out all my preferences whenever I have to make a decision in common sense to see and realise what it is that I am holding on to and to see if my concerns are real or attachments to the image I have of myself.

I commit myself to investigate my preferences and walk the point of letting go of them until it's done.

I commit myself to stop the excuses and look at what is here for real and decipher what is the best approach to move forward.

I commit myself to stop suppressing my preferences and pretend that I do not have preference and thus create energetic charges and worries inside of myself.

I commit myself to consider all who are affected by my decisions and discuss all possibilities and work towards a solution, while breathing through any resistances that may come up.

I commit myself to realise that preference at this stage of my process are always of the mind and not of the physical body.

I commit myself to not use any control in this, and make changes with consideration of myself and others.
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Sunday, September 16, 2012

Day 140, 2012 Fear of pattern recognition

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking at my patterns and have created within me physical reactions when anticipating of having to unravel a specific pattern that I have lived as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the suppression of a pattern within me so that my physical has to deal with the consequential reality of fear and anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to recreate this sinking feeling of suppression which will cause me to resist to turn back, look back, and not to face myself if I give into the feeling.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I don't go into that which I suppress the physical sensation in my lower abdomen will diminish and I can return to feeling physically normal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that nothing will just go away but will get more intense through the nature of this physical reality which is based on accumulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept that I have no option but to face myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear exposing myself to my Self in regret of what I have accepted and allowed myself to be in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that my patterns are not unique and that I hold onto to suppression because I judge myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate when I have hit rock bottom within a particular pattern, because I fail to realise that I have created for myself the possibility to release the pattern for myself and others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that to walk out of the mind will be an intense journey and within that I must accept this fact and face it.

I commit myself to stand up from the fear at all times until I am here without fear.

I commit myself to face my programming and realise that that is what it is and that all judgement about it is just another program.

I commit myself to using the tools at my disposal to ease the self-change through walking the self-corrective application with discipline.

I commit myself to expose any and all thoughts to myself where I sabotage the situation of self investigation.

I commit myself to see what is here as the only reality of importance in self-direction. 
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Day 139, 2012 How do I do it? Awareness

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have been aware of the design of my thoughts and have only seen them as a nuisance - a nuisance that I must stop my participation within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realised the connection between ego-thought-doing and ego-thought-reacting - whereby I realise that my ego motivates me to doing a certain act/participation in my reality were I expect the act to have a certain outcome.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the outcome I expect always exists in polarisation where I either get what I want or do not get what I want - and this triggers feelings, emotions and more thoughts and reactions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the thought designs come in a variety of versions as I have never really analysed the way thoughts exist in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have not realised that thoughts are not on earth-time, that thoughts do not have a process time other than the construction of myself as programs over time, and in that I have not realised the quantum time involved in thinking and the disconnect to physical reality. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have current reality thoughts exist within me, where I am responding and reacting to any changes I perceive in my reality- and in this I allow myself to create diversions from Self - instead of understanding that I do not have to respond to any picture I see and/or any sound I hear where I simply stay as Self here and do not go onto a mental journey where I allow my mind to attach to the content of the picture and start spinning webs of thoughts that exist through energy derived from judgement and comparison.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have projection thoughts as me, that I allow as a manner of constructing my future in my mind, and again build expectations about who and what I will be in the future, which is always and forever in relation to the past - to the programs I have accepted to exist as, and thus I must realise within that that my future conceived in this manner is made of walls of entrapment and any belief that my future will unfold as I project it is delusional because all thoughts are referenced in self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have jumping thoughts exist within me that are resonant 'connectors' between different thought networks where a particular resonance activates thought constructs that are seemingly unrelated - thus I have created resonances as starting point jumping thought patterns - and these have patterned my behaviour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have silent thoughts exist within me which are the secret commentary about what I experience in my life - whereby this experience is an energetic construct that is build up through engagement via believing the thoughts/voices within me - and consequently construct further-reaching beliefs and opinions about the theme/topic of the thought.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have conversational thoughts exist in my mind where I actually and in fact follow a conversational manipulation of my self through a 'call and response' mechanism - which I use to determine my reality, and to program myself in my participation in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have word-thoughts exist within me that are words that I energetically charged and use these words to manipulate and sabotage my world around me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have accepted sound-thoughts as me, when things in my reality are 'too much for me to handle' - as I experience myself in this moment - the sound thought is an experience of relief from the build up of overwhelming energy charges.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as blank thoughts, where I use the blank thought to protect the mind-consciousness system and avoid showing to myself the reality of my programming and shut down the possibility of self-change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the racing thoughts of my mind, where I enter deeply into a specific energy reaction so that I eventually become possessed by the thought - and in that I create a cycle of repetition where I get stuck in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself through personality thoughts which are thoughts that I allow to exist within me as my ego self-definition - definitions that correspond of the picture that I have of myself where I use the personality thoughts to confirm the picture to limit myself to a personality, which is a polarised construct of all that I have defined as good/positive/right and bad/negative/wrong in my database that is my mind.

I realise that awareness is the key for me stop my mind and that this awareness must be addressed from many perspectives in terms of making myself 'see' who and what I have allowed myself to exist as.

I commit myself to create clarity within myself to identify these thought designs and make this the first point of awareness.

I commit myself to in self-honesty investigate each thought design to see what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as - at the same time I stop my participation in these thoughts.

I commit myself to briefly assess a situation where I am about to act to just realise what kinds of thoughts are influencing me to act in the moment - and in this I allow myself to see my motivations to which I can respond in self-forgiveness.

I commit myself to live in awareness of my Self and in that I stop creating memories of my perception that I store in my mind's database.

I commit myself to forgive my memories through the creation of mind constructs - in this I commit myself to create a continuous stream of mind constructs in written form so that I can see, realise and understand the pattern/personality I exist as and apply self-forgiveness and self corrective application accordingly.

I commit myself to approach the stopping of my mind and thus the participation in my thoughts that create the patterned behaviour as me with the same mathematical precision as the programs that I have allowed and accepted to create myself.

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