Saturday, September 8, 2012

Day 132, 2012 Creativity: Research and Society

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a system that does not value self-expression but has created a program ‘around’ self-expression - a program that is the mind, to contain, restrict, stifle and trap self-expression and call it creativity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a system that uses our mentally trapped self-expression to create money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined creativity as the making of socially valued product whereby this only indicates that the program can make money.

I forgive myself that I have created a research discipline called creativity research which acknowledges the stifling of self-expression as valid and aims to find ways to measure creativity and teach creativity to adults and children - never realising that creativity is of the mind and that the mind is pre-programmed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a system where adults/children are measured through psychometric studies on how well they are able to produce divergent and/or convergent thinking, which is merely testing our pre-programmed existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a system where adults/children are tested on their creativity so that their potential as money making machines can be evaluated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to teach methods that enhance divergent and/or convergent thinking in schools to shut down a person’s self-expression because I fear that a person who is able to express themselves will be able to walk out of their mind, or realise what the mind is all about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create creativity research that denies the obvious, that no ideas that stem purely from the mind can ever become physical reality because the mind cannot conceive of the confluence of all elements in physical reality, including all their properties - and although anyone who makes anything will know that - this common sense is denied and distorted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create theories in creativity research that accept and allow abuse as theory, for example, the concept of ‘gate keepers’ the social institution of people who are evaluating other’s ‘creative’ endeavours and judge what has been done within the polarised dynamic of good and bad - and thus by judging one person’s creativity as good and the other as bad, I allow one person to make money whereas others are denied to make money because they did not make the ‘cut’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit self-expression and trap it as creativity through phrases and words that describe originality, novelty, surprise and unpredictability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dissect and fragment creativity into research strands consistent of four themes, the four P’s : Person, Process, Product and Press - and claim to understand creativity when none of these categories are interrelated and made sense of as whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define, research and discuss creativity where the physical body is never featured.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to subjugate self-expression as creativity by disseminating the idea that creative acts that produce results that are assumed to be new on the level of society as stemming from a creative genius, whereby results that are new in someone’s personal cognition are judged as insignificant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have kept the program that enslaves self-expression as creativity going strong by creating fears around self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have kept the program that enslaves self-expression as creativity going strong by making creativity a competition for originality, novelty, surprise and unpredictability always focussed on the outcome, the final product - and in this deny the individual to enjoy themselves as process of self-expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a system that traps self-expression as creativity in the mind and has established a creative elite who makes a lot of money on taste and creative preferences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have established a system that traps self-expression as creativity where the entrapment is so complete that no one can access their self-expression.

I commit myself to create a system, the Equal Money System, where all monetary connection with Self-expression is eradicated.

I commit myself to walk the process of self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to delete the program of creativity and learn to express myself freely as Self here.

I commit myself to support others as me in walking their process and ending all limitations related to self-expression.

I commit myself to stop all research that wants to define, fragment, and distort self-expression.

I commit myself to stop all judgement, evaluation and comparison related to self-expression.

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Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Day 131, 2012 The resigned character or loss of control

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Artwork Andrew Gable

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have resigned myself about the things that I believe I can’t change, and by believing that I need to accept things the way they are I do not realise that the resigned character is a character I adapt because I do not want to take responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I choose to be the resigned character and that in effect in my choice I decide to act in self-interest because if I choose to accept things the way they are where I accept the evil that is the human, without considering my impact on all that is life - and in that I demonstrate the evil nature of me as the human who dwells on powerlessness to protect self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a memory inside myself and hold on to the memory inside of me, that is of my mother acting as the resigned character, and me the young girl, asking her to change while she insists on being resigned. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define reality and tradition within the resigned character, within the memory of my mother acting as the resigned character, and me the young girl asking her to change while she insists on being resigned. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from reality and tradition by defining reality and tradition within the memory of my mother acting as the resigned character, and me the young girl asking her to change while she insists on being resigned. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself recall that reacting in anger to my mother as the resigned character because I wanted her to go out to the world and change things for herself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the resigned character is about letting go of control because the character perceives loss of control and  wants to come to terms within that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the resigned character has taken over from the control-freak character who has taken on a position predicated on separation by seemingly taking responsibility - whereby the resigned  character reacts to the control-freak character, the imposed control, in response to a situation that does not seem to work out -  the resigned character steps in to ‘release’ the control-freak character from the position. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognise that taking responsibility is simply being here and doing what needs to be done, like a weed growing out of the side walk - it just keeps on going until the job is done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the resigned character can only exist if there is a control-freak character who steps up to the position, and creates within this act an energy charge that builds up in the course of wanting to control a situation and that is then released through the resigned character. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the resigned character is there to catch the suppressed emotions from the control-freak character. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that whenever I expect results in any manner then I am controlling the situation because I will shape all that is there to shape so that it fits my expectation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a cultural image of the resigned character exist within me which is attributed that wrong doing/deception/ as the cause and to morally put everything into its ‘rightful’ place the resigned character comes into ‘play’. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise the resigned character resigns from a place of power and thus I have equated control with power. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have been imposing control on my reality and convinced myself that I was taking responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the death of my mind. 


I commit myself to stop all control taking endeavours by realising that all attachments of my past and future are evoking the need for control.

I commit myself to stop the energy charge that builds up with pinned up emotions as result of acting as the control character. 

I commit myself to stop all believes that we can resign from being here and see, understand and realise that looking for options out is yet another character.

I commit myself to stop all separation through stopping all characters such as the control-freak and the resigned character. 

I commit myself to investigate myself where I do not take responsibility but instead create characters. 
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Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Day 130, 2012 Facing the fear of making a mistake and missing an opportunity - part 2

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Artwork Anna Brix Thomsen
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe by taking advantage of an opportunity that presents itself in my life, I direct my life, not realising that each moment of breath is the one and only true opportunity I have in this life to direct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the concept of opportunity evolved out of the human race, the daily competitions we run to be first, and by calling it an 'opportunity' we justify the polarity design of competition, the winner/loser dynamic, whereby the one who wins accepts the reward and has therefore taken the opportunity to completion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I see the describtors of a situation in front of me that match that which I want in my life, I believe I have an opportunity to manifest that which I want, and this belief creates expectations and energy 'highs' of excitement where I psych myself up with enthusiasm to compete for the match.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in 'opportunity' which I understand as a point with positive polarisation in a system composed of predominantly points with negative polarisation and I therefore believe that opportunities are scarce and I must fear loss.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that how I react to opportunities is based on beliefs because I am not creating this situation from within myself by directing and moving myself to accumulate the necessary components to manifest the situation, but instead react to this or that opportunity, entirely dependent on what drifts into my world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the energetic charges I produce in reaction towards a perceived opportunity create a polarisation within me where I am experiencing myself as inferior to the situation that I want to pursue and do not realise that hence my starting point is from mind and not equal and one here, and all that I will create as a result is from the mind - from which I will start the energetic cycle again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that what I want to create does not hinge on one opportunity versus another but my ability to see, realise and understand how to best direct myself in breath and see, realise and understand what is here and what is the most supportive manner for me to proceed in that it is best for all that are affected by my decision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I am the creator of my life, where it is relevant that I understand how I have lived my life so far where I have wanted to do things differently but was not capable of doing so because I have trapped myself in programs that are triggered through thoughts, feelings and emotions, and that I have allowed myself to be directed by thoughts, feelings and emotions, instead of me directing me as the breathing Self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to opportunities by projecting in the future who I would be like if I were to 'win' the opportunity, and therefore use my imagination to create more beliefs and characters - thus further trapping myself in the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the concept of opportunity to enter into a "valley and mountain ride", going up and down with my emotions and feelings and not realising that what is really missed here is me in breath in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with physical symptoms of excitement when I read or hear about what I perceive to be an opportunity where my I experience a tingling sensation in my belly from which heat rises up and fills my torso until it reaches my head - and within that I forgive myself in having automated my physical reactions through the thought of "opportunity" and not taking responsibility for staying here in breath and slowing myself down to stop all reactions in the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I believe that "opportunities" for me exist 'out there' I am hiding my fears of loss and death because if there weren't any "opportunities" for me 'out there' then I would have nothing to cling to - and in that I separate myself from the world as not being part of the world, as not being a co-creator of this world, just like everyone else here - and thus I do not want to take responsibility for life here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realised that as long as I believe "opportunities" are 'out there' for me, then I give myself permission to believe in hope and have faith that something will pan out one day - that I emerge as the winner.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created an economic system where I have disguised enslavement through 'opportunity' and have attached a positive polarisation on the word 'opportunity' where I make others believe that we all have an opportunity to create our lives when in effect only those who are born in the 'right' place, with the 'right' parents, with the 'right' education, and the 'right' connections are able to take advantage of the 'apparent' opportunities that exist in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a world where advantage exists for those with money and powerful family ties by calling it "opportunity".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that there is no actual reason for the world to exist on the premise of "opportunity" because we can simply stop the current system and create a world where all have equal opportunity through equal money equal education, and equal support in all that is here available to us.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that opportunity is here as me equal and one in every breath.

I commit myself to stop my relationship to the idea and concept of opportunity and stand equal and one to everything that is here.

I commit myself to stop all reactions to what I perceive as opportunities, all thoughts, emotions and feelings and realise that I am reacting to words that I have programmed myself in to me through belief.

I commit myself to stop existing within polarity and competition and direct myself forward, based on common sense and realise that I assess what is here in common sense, and stop creating a holding pattern where I 'wait' for an opportunity that matches my desires.

I commit myself to stop existing in scarcity and realise that all is here as me, and take responsibility for what I create.

I commit myself to stop being externally focussed where I create inferiority in my relationship with the world, instead I focus on me as Self and create an relationship of equality with me as the world.

I commit myself to stop all physical reactions towards a perceived 'stimulus' from my external world through breathing and slowing myself down.

I commit myself to bring about an economical system that creates equal opportunities for all, in every way, through changing myself to stand equal and one to the work that has to be done to change the world.

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Sunday, September 2, 2012

Day 129, 2012 Facing the fear of making a mistake and missing an opportunity

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Artwork Damian Ledesma
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage my common sense by believing that if I don’t take advantage of a specific opportunity then I will miss this opportunity not realising that I created fear around the definition of what constitutes an opportunity while blinding myself to see things for what they are.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear ‘not knowing’ what an opportunity that is best for all looks like, and therefore reacting with fear to an opportunity that will have some attractive aspects but not others, and creating a holding pattern for myself because I do not trust myself to assess whether the opportunity is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear fear itself and thus I forgive myself to fear my own fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the thought of ‘not knowing’ is the result of fear, and so I react to my own fear by destabilising myself because I fear making the wrong decision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realised that I can create layers upon layers of fear which paralyse me directing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-responsibility in creating the life I want to live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that an opportunity ‘out there’ can determine who I am within myself and thus I have placed my Self ‘out there’ and thereby creating a religious experience of hope and faith instead of moving myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I must assess a an opportunity by looking at the confluence of all parts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be able to decipher between my emotions towards a point and my mind’s resistances towards a point and where I further not realise that both, emotions and resistances, are both rooted in fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the first stage in making a decision about any opportunity that I encounter for myself must be to clear all emotions, all fears, so that I am able to enter the phase of evaluating the situation from the point of oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the kinds of fears involved in having to make a decision about an opportunity are the fear of repeating a negative outcome that I have experienced in my past, and fear of the future in creating a negative situation for myself that I will live in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that fearing to repeat my past and fearing a negative future are in both cases evidence that I am not directing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the only way to stop the past for myself is stop the emotional attachment I have to the past in form of memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the only way to stop fearing the future is to create the future for myself in what I am willing to live by directing and moving myself.

I commit myself to see, realise and understand that when “I don’t know character comes onto the scene I must investigate my fears, realise them and walk the self-corrective application.

I commit myself to see, realise and understand that I am the opportunity that is best for all when I stand as equal to all that is external to me and here I realise that describing an opportunity that is best for all, to know what it looks like to stand to the opportunity in separation.

I commit myself to see, realise and understand that my fears are layers and that I must empty myself entirely (through self-forgiveness) before I proceed in any manner with any opportunity that comes my way.

I commit myself to take responsibility for my life and all its opportunities by creating opportunities for myself through self-direction.

I commit myself to evaluate opportunities only once I have done self-forgiveness on the emotional charges of the opportunity and do not believe my mind when thoughts come that tell me otherwise.

I commit myself to evaluate any opportunity in my life by standing equal to all of its parts.

I commit myself to release all memories of my past and their positive/negative charges.

I commit myself to stop all fears of releasing my memories.

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