Saturday, August 25, 2012

Day 123, 2012 Anxiety is an idea is a belief

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 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the anxiety character because I have accepted ideas based on the belief that I am ‘less than’ what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the anxiety character can only exist if I accept the thoughts I have as valid without examining the source ‘code’ of the thought which is a belief that I have about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the anxiety character exists because I have invested my ego in a label, a self-definition and when the belief I have of myself clashes with what I desire to be, I create anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that believing an idea as thought is to give myself instructions in how to behave in the physical world where I re-create all my acceptances and allowances, and that thus do not allow myself to step off the cycling mechanism that I use to keep myself enslaved through thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that whenever anxiety enters into me as myself, I have become the expression of an idea that I identify as ‘negative’ which is linked to the belief that I have of myself and that anxiety is the flag to realise and understand that I must investigate what I accept myself to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realised that ideas are everywhere in my world and that only good ideas are good because the ‘feed’ my ego which is constructed from self-definitions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that ideas are a prerogative of the human and that this is part of the preciousness of civilisation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that a belief is also an idea, which I have solidified as my resonant design, and that a belief can be released in one breath, breath-by-breath, to stand free of beliefs and self-definitions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a believe is more difficult to let go because I believe that it is more deeply ‘rooted’ within me and thus takes more work to release.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that to release a belief requires me to work hard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an idea of myself of who I would be if I were without anxiety and all the things I would do if I were free of anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot exist without ideas because all I do in my academic work is based on ideas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I can have ideas when they emerge from the starting point of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not allowing ideas to exit as me because I believe I must use the world’s ideas to function in the world.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to escape into ideas because I do not want to face my daily participation in physical reality and therefore I entertain myself with ideas, which I then want to act upon blindly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to act on my ideas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having a good life because I won’t be able to act on my ideas if i give up having ideas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that not having ideas does not mean not allowing ideas within myself but to realise that I must first align myself to be one and equal to what is best for all, to be able to act on ideas that are best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the death of my mind because my mind is where I allow myself to have an idea of myself based on the idea that I have of myself as belief.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop myself as an idea and realise that life in the physical does not rely on ideas, because ideas are disconnected and separated from the context of all that is moving as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the moment I have an idea come up as picture of what I desire or what I not desire, I can just breathe to bring myself here and stop all acceptance in the ease of being here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that whenever I have a belief about myself I exist in polarisation and that all ideas are categorised as good and bad ideas according to the belief I have of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that anxiety is part of my ‘package’ because of my family’s exposure to war, destruction and loss, and that anxiety is therefore more pronounced in my design than in other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify my anxiety character by utlising my justification character to find an excuse to allow myself to exist in anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept anxiety and not accept conscious breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my ego is separate from my ideas, where I do not realise that my ego is linked to all of my ideas, including the ones I want to ‘live’ up to and the ones I don’t want to hear about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I can deny a belief and that it will go away if I do so, not realising that a belief will not just go away but that I must face myself within the belief so that I can forgive the belief and walk the self-corrective application.

I commit myself to see, realise and understand that beliefs, ideas and desires are all at the same rank and can be forgiven through breathing, and that it is the in the decision of who I am, how long I want to hold on to the pattern.

I commit myself to release my ego through breathing and through self-forgiveness, and within that I release all fears of the death of my mind. I herewith understand and realise that I am also committed to drop all beliefs I have about my mind, regarding its death and take the dying process one breath at the time.

I commit myself to trace the sources of my ideas so that I can identify the underlying belief which allows the idea to emerge, as I equally identify the underlying desire, which propels the idea into my conscious mind - and realise that any idea is 'neutral' and that I am the one who categorises the idea based on my alignment with equality and oneness or self-interest.

I commit myself to face myself in every way and to confront myself with my acceptances and allowances until I can stand free from the mental entrapment and act from the starting point of what is best for all, at all times. 

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Thursday, August 23, 2012

Day 122, 2012 Hiding the fear of survival in appreciative behaviour

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 I have noticed that whenever someone, usually a stranger, goes out of their way to help me out, I become the appreciative character. As that character I will state in several ways how thankful I am that they are helping me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the appreciative character in response to someone who caters to my specific needs, usually a stranger, in that they go out of their way to accommodate me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that someone goes out of their way for me because they want to help me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must show my appreciation to another, when I am being helped, because I believe that this what they want me to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must give up ‘something’ of myself in return for the person’s active help.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a memory of my mother being overly appreciative of someone’s help by acting in an exaggerated manner and me being annoyed by it, exist within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a memory of my mother being overly appreciative of someone’s help by acting in an exaggerated manner and me being annoyed by it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define manipulation, flattering, and show off within the memory of my mother being overly appreciative of someone’s help by acting in an exaggerated manner and me being annoyed by it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from manipulation, flattering and show-off through defining manipulation, flattering and show-off within the memory of my mother being overly appreciative of someone’s help by acting in an exaggerated manner and me being annoyed by it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that manipulation, flattering, and show-off are here as me, equal and one, in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that this exaggerated appreciative behaviour is the same that can be observed with fans of a celebrity, where humans will show through their behaviour towards the celebrity their gratefulness because they believe that the celebrity makes them feel good, and by doing so allow and accept to be inferior and in service of that one specific person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anyone doing anything for anyone else, similiar to what I experience when someone is going out of their way for me is done out of altruism, not realising that our nature originates in self-interest, and thus the person helps me because they have reasons to do so, even if the reasons are not apparent to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the appreciative character works in both ways: that I also expect others to be demonstratively appreciative of my actions when I go out of my way for them, and I am disappointed when the person's behaviour does not match my expectations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I depend on other’s good will for my life to run smoothly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to abuse myself by ‘giving’ part of me up in order to receive support/help from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that for the appreciative character to exist I have to be in separation of everything because only then can I believe that someone else is a separate entity who is helping me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to support the point of polarisation within the appreciative character, because for me to get something I need to give something, whereby this exchange does not take place in equality but in superiority and inferiority, and through manipulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the appreciative character exists because I experience myself in anxiety, in fear of survival, and thus I believe that if I show appreciation to the world around me than the world will allow me to survive, whereby I fail to see that I am responsible for my survival by changing myself and the system I have come to accepted as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the world and by fearing the world I fear the death of my mind and thus I have created characters that appease my fear and keep me enslaved in fear and anxiety.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that all characters are formed and created from the point of fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a memory of my parents forcing me to say thank you and to show my appreciation to my relatives when I was a little girl where I even had to drop a curtsy, to physically show my inferiority to ‘elders’ through gratefulness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself in anger when recalling the memory of both of my parents asking me to show more appreciation for gifts from relatives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memory of my parents forcing me to show my appreciation to relatives, when I was a little girl where I even had to drop a curtsy, to physically demonstrate my inferiority to ‘elders’ through gratefulness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to define survival, pleasant, docile, and orderly within the memory of my parents forcing me to show my appreciation to relatives, when I was a little girl where I even had to drop a curtsy, to physically demonstrate my inferiority to ‘elders’ through gratefulness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from survival, pleasant, docile, and orderly through defining survival, pleasant and orderly within the memory of my parents forcing me to show my appreciation to relatives, when I was a little girl where I even had to drop a curtsy, to physically demonstrate my inferiority to ‘elders’ through gratefulness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that survival, pleasant, docile, and orderly are here as me, equal and one, in every moment of breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that appreciating someone's help requires me to show respect, not realising that showing respect is how the morality character is used to ensure that appreciation is linked to inferiority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that morality is the police of polarisation to make sure that all act within the confines of right and wrong.

I commit myself to stop the programming I have accepted to be me where I believe I must be appreciative of other’s good will.

I commit myself to take responsibility for how I conduct myself in the world and stop believing in inferiority as path of survival.

I commit myself to take responsibility for my programming as the appreciative character and stop blaming my parents.

I commit myself to stop all fear of survival and realise that fear is of the mind and not of my physical self which is who I truly am. 

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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Day 121, 2012 Desire, or give me a reason to manipulate.

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The manipulation character is the character I use to deceive the world around me to get what I want. These 'wants' can be petty little things (e.g. recognition from others) or they can be bigger things (e.g. more money in a job) - I have noticed that it is the petty little things that are more difficult to release because with the bigger things some planning and scheming is involved and it is easier to become aware of what I am doing, and thus to stop myself.

The point, though, is to catch my Self in the my daily application because as we all know god/devil is in the details: meaning the unit of application is breath-by-breath and that is the smallest building block in recreating myself. Thus, today I will write self-forgiveness statements that address these little points of manipulation because they are the links to my desires and it's the desires that constitute the picture I have of myself which is where I focus to dismantle my programming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to act in the world from the starting point of manipulation because I desire to keep my self-defintions by increasing the attributes of the picture that I believe to be, which I have created through memories that I saved in my mind, inside the database that is me, and that I use to interpret the world around me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stop myself in the course of my manipulations, knowing very well, that I am about to manipulate others in my world through the words I speak or write, but instead I go ahead and execute the manipulative act and subsequently wish, or hope, that it worked and that I get back what I desire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with disappointment and anger if I do not get what I desire through my little manipulative acts and in that I create energetic charges which keep me trapped in mind space.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to the picture that I see myself as instead of standing here in breath - at all times- expressing myself regardless of who and what is listening or watching me - just me as I am a living body in space, and by expressing myself as Self I realise that I do not need to reflect my expression back to myself through others, to validate myself, but instead I understand and realise that when I express my Self, I do so as part of the movement that is life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that there is a reason for me to be manipulative because if I am not I will be disadvantaged in some unfathomable manner that I am not even aware of.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate because I fear not surviving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate because I project myself into the future - believing that with manipulation I can create a better future for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that all manipulation is self-directed, so that in fact I am manipulating myself when I engage in little acts of manipulation, and thus have missed an opportunity to stay here in breath and be with me in my process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the outcome of a manipulative act can be to my advantage not realising that I set myself up for deception, together with others, and that whatever I create as a result will be based on manipulation, it has therefore the potential to cause conflict, anger, anxiety and failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I manipulate my world around me to get what I want, I want to be more than what I am - and because I am not more than I am, I create worries and anxiety because I fear failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the premise of manipulation is self-judgement and because I judge myself to create desire to be more than what my judgements tells me that I am - I re-engage in the cyclic loop of desires and wanting to fulfil the desires - consistently running away from me as Self here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the time I spend in manipulative acts is time I take away from me, as living body in space, because I do realise that my time on earth is limited as physical body, where I have committed myself to give myself 100% to the process of stopping myself as robotic human.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must hold onto to manipulation to some degree because I fear the system and believe that manipulation is a safety mechanism.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse myself, others and the environment through manipulation where I reduce myself, others and the environment to not more but a energy resource.

I commit myself to stop all fears that lead me to compensate for being afraid through manipulation.

I commit myself to stop the desire that I have placed into the picture of myself and thus have no need to manipulate the world around me based on the fulfilment of my desires.

I commit myself to observe myself and train myself to stop myself while in the act of manipulating my environment.

I commit myself to stop future projections and fears of survival because I realise that these are fears purely of the mind and disconnected from the physical reality I live in.

I commit myself to stop my mind by apply myself breath-by-breath. 
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Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Day 120, 2012 Stop protecting the past and shatter the mirror of reflection

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In this post I am forgiving myself to exist as perceptual character. It is the first filter I have created that links my past, in form of saved images as memories, to the interpretations I apply to all that I perceive around me, including people, their words, gestures and behaviours, as well as all the types of physical environments I enter (e.g. corporate building versus a forest). I realise that as long as I protect my past, by holding onto the definitions I have given to these saved images/words, and thus the categories of polarisation good/right/positive and bad/wrong/negative - therefore I am at all times existing in separation with the world and the people in my world.  I 'use' my past to place it between myself and others because it is my past that determines my interpretations of the person/environment. In realising that this is a separation on one the hand, I realise furthermore that it is reflection of myself on the other, because I am applying my interpretation of what I perceive - the protection mechanism I have installed to guard my past and thus my self definitions - I am displaying to myself the limitations that I am in the very act of my behaviour towards others and the world, reflecting myself back to myself through my 'output'

This is a continuation of my posts: Day 107 and Day 108
For more context on the perceptual character read the post of the earthsjourneytolife blog.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to have automated myself in responding to my environment through the construction of filters which I use to interpret all that I perceive in the world and subsequently categorise into binary code of -/+.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continuously construct myself on the basis of my first memories that I have used to launch an automatic coding procedure to categorise my world into binary code of -/+, with an ongoing adding function of images as memories, and have created for myself a database of memories that has become me, as I use this database to interpret reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ever really seeing things for what they are. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to even dislike myself for having to interpret the world around me but have not realised that I am the one who has actively participated in saving images,  to create a past, a database of memories, that protects my limitations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have abused myself by creating a database of memories, which has over the years presented a heavy 'weight' on myself, not realising that I can take responsibility, and lift myself off this database by stopping to draw on it in my perception of the world; by stopping to define myself according to the images saved in the database and deleting the links to the picture I have of myself and the desires I place into the world of myself - and by stopping to collect new images by saving memories into the database so that it grows. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that my reactions to others are my own design based on my memories, where they link to the database and that if I do not react because I do not interpret what I see through the database - I can stop feelings, emotions and thought. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have classes of images, saved as memories in my database, which I have accepted through the inheritance function: where I have programmed myself to interpret my world based on how my parents have programmed to interpret their world. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have never realised that in consumer society the personal interpretation of reality is exploited for money: it is perpetuated through the concept of branding, where a business creates a brand that is then marketed according to a set of images, including their logo, and that as a consumer we come to decide whether we like/dislike this brand dependent on our own interpretation - where what the brand represents correlates with our database of memories, in how we have branded ourselves. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that every negative judgement I hold onto towards another is holding a crutch against someone because once I have created the memory and locked it into the database, all my interactions with the other person are determined by my initial interpretation of the memory which has in actuality nothing to do with the person him or herself but only to do with the basic layout of my database of memories. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the perception of my own situation any given time in the world is based on this database of memories and by quitting the database I quit anxiety, worry, fear, anger and embarrassment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that power I have as creator because I have so thoroughly convinced myself that my reality is really the way I perceive it when it is entirely constructed by how I have encoded the images I have lived as memories into the database I use to interpret my world. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have never realised nor understood that this starting point of all my actions and behaviours is based on how I interpret my reality and that my motivations are confined by my interpretations.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have not realised that my reality are the slots in my database of memories that are labelled 'like/dislike' and that I navigate my life to try to stay within the slots of 'like' thus illustrating to myself that the way I live my life is like a game - and that we all play our personal game based on the coding of the memories into likes/dislikes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have realised that when I fear entering a new situations it is because I don't know how to use my filters that interpret my reality - just yet, and thus I fear in anticipation - and that this is comparable to me navigating a car not seeing the road, where I illustrate myself to myself that my database of saved images is the roadmap of my life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having a roadmap and because I fear not knowing who I am through interpretations, I keep holding onto the database of memories that I allow myself to exist as. 

I commit myself to stop creating memories of people, places, interactions, situations, environments, and by doing so I create the first step of halting the growth of the database of my memories. 

I commit myself to stop interpretations as they come up in form of thoughts, feelings and emotions, and as they come up I actively look for the memory so that I can delete the memory through self-forgiveness and self-corrective application and thus start demolish the database of memories. 

I commit myself to stop all fears of executing the previous two commitment statements - as I realise that at the bottom of my mind lies fear. 

I commit myself to support other in doing the same by applying myself daily in contribution to #teamdesteni.


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Monday, August 20, 2012

Day 119, 2012 Shortcuts as resistance, the failing duo of characters "I give up" and "It'll work out"

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In this post I am forgiving the point of having 'walked a time line of steps' that need to happen to bring a project to successful and smooth completion - steps that must be done over time within the physical environment where every step must be concluded before moving on to the next step. I have noticed that there are pockets of resistances where the plan, or the walked time line, gets thrown off and consequently this throws of all other steps and creates an unpredictable situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not commit myself 100% to translating the conclusion of all the steps that I have laid out by walking a time line, in their detail, but instead give into resistances that create an unpredictable situation that then must be coped with on the fly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not bring the steps, as I know them to be, to their conclusion so that there is a match between what I know must happen for the sequence of steps to flow into each other, but instead I give into the resistance of having to create the match because I believe the thought that "it is too difficult".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the "I give up" character take over in creating my life - in the context of projects, where I 'give energy' to my resistances - where these resistances slide by seemingly unnoticed and only in hindsight when it is too late and I must deal with the consequences I am aware of the underlying cause in creating these consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for not being firm with myself, and thus firm with others in my environment, when I know for fact what needs to happen in walking a time line of a project - and by not being firm and sticking to what I have realised must happen for all steps to work out smoothly - I create disruption, anxiety, and fear in my life through unnecessary consequences.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is such a thing of shortcuts in the physical world, instead of realising that shortcuts can only be of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that shortcuts in the mind are skipping steps in physical reality, whereby shortcuts in the physical world are about creating points of efficiency.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that all is in reverse and that when creating a match between a plan - a walked timeline - and the implementation of the plan, the plan must be measured in physical reality only.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I must differentiate between what my mind 'tells' me what must happen, and what I can 'see' that must happen when actually laying out the steps.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that counting/trusting for physical reality to just work out by allowing the optimist character to tell me "it will work out", I give up responsibility and hide in optimism from my resistances.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I walk the time line of a project I must home in on my resistances because if I don't than I will create consequences accordingly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that practicality is directly linked to taking responsibility because practicality is of the physical reality I live in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take the time and at all times walk all the steps of a project in their time line but rather create ambiguity in how I implement the project - where the 'how' remains hazy and thus I have no clear objective which indicates a lack of commitment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have a memory of my father gesturing, telling me "it's going to work out" when dealing with a task, without realising that my father actually had it worked out step-by-step for himself, but did not communicate these steps to me when I asked him, and me not realising that there are real steps to be worked out - I have programmed myself to believe that I when I intend for the steps to work out then they will work out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise the actual content of this memory with my father telling me not to worry that things will work out, is how I have programmed myself by believing someone else' words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself in anger when realising the full extend of the memory of my father gesturing to me and telling me not to worry it will work out, when instead I realise that I could have taken responsibility and worked out the steps for myself, but instead I stopped myself short in what I did not understand, and 'just' believed what my father said, therefore abdicating my responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself in anger because I acted in self-dishonesty and then blamed my father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise the program I have accepted and allowed myself to be: on the one hand, rushing myself as my mother used to rush me and creating the anxiety character, and on the other hand creating the optimist character by believing my father's words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise the importance for any project to succeed is walking the time line first, and thus taking the time to do so - to create clarity in how I apply myself in physical reality.

I realise that whenever I engage in a project I must first walk the time line where I, in self-honesty, look at all the steps involved and then notice where I can sense resistances.

I realise that I must take note of these resistances and apply self-forgiveness to them so that I clear the path for the project to run smoothly.

I realise that any and all shortcuts in form of thoughts are futile and useless, and I must recognise them for that - thus I must be aware whether I am believing my mind when laying out the steps of the project's time line.

I commit myself to apply myself in creating first a 'workable' time line in all of my projects before I even start implementing the project.

I commit myself to apply myself in this manner when working alone or with others.

I commit myself to stick to this 'workable' time line and make adjustments if need be but not diverge from the steps as I have planned them out.

I commit myself to not make myself dependent on others through belief or assumptions when working on a project but to lay it out for myself, as far as I can go - and elicit from those I collaborate with commitments of their contributions, in from of stepping through the project.

I commit myself stop all emotions/feelings/thoughts/backchats around a project because I realise that these are the points which prevent me from creating a stable approach to any project. 


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